Insecure

from Lifetime by Lauryn Marie

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i hate the diffident shake you put in me
i’m tired of having to say that i’m sorry
my hands just won’t behave cause of someone
who doesn’t matter anymore
but my body keeps the score

i’m ripping letters, breaking mirrors
repainting my door
i’m redrawing my map so i don’t
go back to your shore
i throw away your jacket wipe the footprints off the floor
but something about your memory still makes me
insecure

i hate the full body ache that you give me
i wish i could have a break from your gravity
that i could leave this place and say proudly
that you don’t matter anymore
yet my body keeps the score

i’m ripping letters, breaking mirrors
repainting my door
i’m redrawing my map so i don’t
go back to your shore
i throw away your jacket wipe the footprints off the floor
but something about your memory still makes me
insecure

is it because of the words that you said?
or just how i’m twisting them inside my head?
i feel insane for still filling up with dread
when i utter your name
so i fight, and i fight
hoping one day that this hurt will be dead

i’m burning letters, shatter mirrors
locking all my doors
i’m drawing a new map so i don’t
go back to your shore
i throw away your jacket wipe the footprints off the floor
but something about your memory still makes me
insecure
makes me insecure
something about you makes me insecure
maybe one day i won’t let you make me
insecure

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from Lifetime, released July 30, 2021
Written, performed, and produced by Lauryn Marie.

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Lauryn Marie Nashville, Tennessee

Lauryn Marie is a singer-songwriter from northern California who is currently studying songwriting at Belmont University in Nashville, Tennessee. With her thoughtful lyrics and evocative melodies, Lauryn Marie combines folk, indie-rock, and bedroom pop to create sincere and relatable songs that aim to reach all types of people. ... more

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